izyani vs sport..

Ayat2 lazim my fren, esp fina :P :

Yaniiiii!!asal ko xske sgt g jogging!!

Yaniiiii!jom g court, maen netball..ko sorg je tanak g..

Yaniiii!ko da gemok!

haha..since i was 13, all diz sayings are very familiar n common to me. yes, i hate sports damn much. maybe diz got something to do wif my life history. when i was in standard 4, i joined d school netball team for a state competition. yup, dun think im so kaki bangku dat i cant play anything okei! :P at lez i know d rules n regulations in a netball game *blink2*. n, i represented d school for single n double badminton competition. eventhough its been ages, im still proud of all dat reputations. AT LEAST, sy penah pegang bola netball n raket badminton. yeah everyone should take diz into account ok! n i hve ONE badminton medal. haha. pity izyani!

so, d story began when i joined d netball team. i started as a very bad beginner; being chased by d ball instead of chasing d ball. n after years of practising, finally i was d CENTRE. i did well in d netball games, but i started to neglect my studies until one day, i was called by my class teacher. n yeah i got free lectures from her, she said dat im going to be regret if i keep paying attention on netball instead of studies. n she humiliated me in front of my classmates, kept praising my friend who got d highest marks, n kept blaming netball for being d primary cause of my failure. for a 10-year-old girl, dat was totally a hit of my life. d next day, i quited from d netball team, n dat was d last time i touched d ball. huhu. n i started hating sports.

during secondary school years, d event dat i hate d most : Sports day. i'll try to do all d things i could to run away from being participated in d event. i pretended to be sick just to go to d clinic n get an mc, upsss... :P , n i tried to get involved in other non-sport events just to get myself far far away from d field, n d track. n waktu riadah plak, i was classified into d most honoured group, which is known as ' group riadah bwh pokok'. haha. itu riadah mulut nmanya :D

so dats d story. n now, im trying to change everthing. i studied muscles, n i realized dat diz muscles need a good blood circulation to function well. n any problem in d blood circulation will lead to paralysis. n d only way to improve d circulation, is by reducing fat contents in our body, in other word, by exercising. so guys, wish me luck!!

errr..kalo skipping2 dlm bilik pon da kire exercise kan?? :))

To umai n mira, wif love :)

i know my dearest umai n mira slalu menjenguk2 blog ni, walaupun diorg silent je..

juz to inform these two special person, my life is totally dull without u :(

kalau dlu bosan2 pegi jalan2 bilik umai, layan movie, dngar lagu ngn umai..

umai sgt memahami, sbb life story kte tak bnyk beza..

takpun ajak mira gosip2 kejap, pegi jalan2 smpai uitm..

tak kira malam siang, ur always there when i need :(

tp skrg, tak tau nk cari sape da..

mmg la rmai lagi membe yg lain, tp of coz tak same cm umai ngn mira kan..huhu

hopefully our friendship is not going to last here..

even umai da keberatan nk jumpe km, harap2 ni skejap je..

u'll be fine after everything da ok kan? :)

n to mira, thanks for everything, ur patience, ur kindness..

hati kalian suma sgtlah mulia..

i love you both..

i pray for a happy life journey, be strong to face all d obstacles okay! :)

~friendship never end~

some piccas~ :)

so as promised, i've uploaded some of d piccas of d sceneries here. for d 1st phase, lets juz have a look at d beauty of india, before we go to d beast. haha. no3 its not that terrible i should say, its juz a different scenery that we rarely see in malaysia, so the right term is not bad or ugly, but its unique! (ini bkn ayat cover okey! :P)

the end point, a recreational park..

musim bunga dkt end point..hehe

malpe beach~

d way to our lecture hall~bnyk taik burung gagak :P

dissection hall..

the pharmacology building :)

interact building~our lecture hall is here :)

food court~jgn main2, its huge u noe :D

main office n d library~sgt hi-tech n wif modern security system :)

cntek kan??haa..so sape yg tingin nk blaja kt sini cpt2 la apply. seriously i would recommend diz place, mmg sistem diorg sgt best. lecturer pon sgt approachable and expert dlm bidang msing2. tade sekeping kertas pon diorg bwk during lectures. n our biochem lecturer is a muslim guy n he's very cute taaaaw. hehe, ni yg smngt nk study bichem ni..jum2 berbiochem~ :D

i'll be back..stay tune! :))

malaysia wait for me!!!

haha..even baru sbulan jagung dkt india ni, bibit2 kerinduan kt msia dah mula trasa. especially bila suma org tgh smangat booking tiket flight utk balik bln 8 ni. bila tgk ja dkt web air asia, STATUS CONFIRMED! rs cm nk cium2 je laptop ni. haha. mcm ni rupanya bila berjauhan dgn family kn. kalau dkt asyik gaduh, kalau dah jauh asyik tingat je. nk webcam pun tak bule sbb kt rumah tade tenet. mak, abah, tlg la psg tenet..huk3.

my life dah bnyk berubah since dtg sini. drpd asyik tdo kt rumah ptg2 time cuti, kpd mghadiri mjlis2 ilmu, sbb kt sini time cuti diorg bnyk anjurkan program cm forum perdana, tzkirah, usrah, mlawat rumah2 snior etc2. so i learn more about living in a society. mmg kdg2 rsa cm malas nk join, tp bila kita hidup bermasyarakat ni kta kna consider hati dan perasaan org. mcm mana prasaan bila kta jmput org dtg rumah kta, tp org tu tak dtg. diz small2 thing sbenarnya memberi big2 impact kpd hubungan sesama mnusia.

n hidup kt sini pun mngajar utk jd lbih bersyukur. smiskin2 pngemis kt msia, diorg kutip brg2 dlm tong sampah n jual utk bli mknanan. tp pengemis kt sini, diorg kutip bnda2 dlm tong smpah n itulah mknan diorg hari2. spnjg sy kt sini, tak penah lg jumpe org yg obes. suma kurus2 je, sbb tak ckup makan, tak ckup nutrient. pngalaman sy pegi hospital kasturba 3hari lpas, time tu sy chest pain, so pegi hospital nk check. msuk je hospital, terfikir btol ke ni hospital. sbb nk msuk tu kna mlalui lereng2 kecik yg sgt usang n tak sdap mata memandang. hospital kt msia bratus2 kali gnda lg cntek n moden dr kt cni. n ramai sgt org yg sakit kt hospital tu, smpai doc pon tak ckup tgn nk lyn suma org. plg menyedihkan, bole dikatakan suma pakcik2 kt situ bkaki ayam. smpai da keras da kaki tu jdnya. kuar je hospital, trus kna ikut dgn kanak2 yg mintak sdekah. dgn muka penuh dgn pasir, dia ckp dia lapar, tak makan lg hari ni. tgk muka bdk2 kt sini, tingat dkt adik2 kt msia. Alhamdulillah suma ckup mkn, ckup pelajaran, tak merempat mcm bdk2 kt sini. smoga Allah pmudahkan khidupan diorg..amin :)

itulah realiti india. pemandangan kt sni mmg tak secantik ireland r uk r aussie, tp pemandangan kt sini bnyk memberi pengajaran n mengajar kta utk jd lbih bsyukur. even kdg2 kta dpt mknan tak sdap, its much better den mkn sisa2 org dlm tong smpah aite?

i'll upload gmba2 scenary dkt sini in my next post. wait ya! :)

n diz is my room yg pnuh dgn nyamuk dan smut2 gajah yg sntiasa bkawat mlm2. haha =)

BISLERI ~ sumber airkuu :)

meja study..tp las2 study atas katil..studoq :P

ajal maut, satu ketentuan

ntah knape, sejak dua menjak ni bnyk plak berita kematian yg sy terima. trasa mcm diri ni sentiasa diperingatkan yg kematian tu ada kt mna2, so we hve to be prepared.

Januari lpas, sorg senior meninggal sbb leptospirosis. km sma2 study kt skolah badlishah, tp dia staun lbey tua. tak knal pon dia tyme tu. den km msuk saina, still tak knal sbb arwah sgt low profile orgnye. smpai la dia dah meninggal, bru la taw rupanya dia tngl tak jauh pn dr rumah. walaupun tak knal, tp still trasa bila dngar sumbody yg sgt disayangi n sgt genius dlm study pergi dlm usia yg sgt muda. bnyk lg bnda yg dia tak sempat nk buat, nk balas jasa mak ayah, find a gud job etc2. tp tu la kan, kalau da smpai ajal kta tak bole nak lari. bkn mcm dalam final destination ye kwn2. Allah takkan cepatkan atau lewatkan sesuatu kematian tu walau sesaat pun. dngar cte arwah pegi mandi dkt air terjun mana ntah sblm tu, lpas 2minggu dia start dmam2. ingtkan demam biasa2 je, tp lpas da sminggu tak baik2 jugak, arwah pn pegi check, tp da tlambat sbb da smpai 3rd stage. organ2 da kna infect ngn bacteria tu, so after few days dkt ICU, arwah tak dapat diselamatkan. based on my reading dkt wikipedia, leptospirosis ni adalah penyakit yg disebabkan oleh bakteria dlm air kencing tikus. bakteria tu spread kalo air kencing tu msuk dlm sumber air. bla kta mandi r minum, bakteria tu akan msuk dlm badan n start buat koloni dlm organ2. jd kawan2, hati2 dgn air yg kta consume hari2. nmpk je jernih tp sgala jenis makhlus ada dlm tu. n to my friends dkt manipal, for your info manipal is one of the spot of outbreak of pnyakit ni. so kna lebih aware lpas ni. hmm :(

n baru2 ni, time tgh2 smngat nk fly ke india, sy dikejutkan lg dgn berita kematian junior dkt mesir. tak knal sgt pon, cuma penah la 2 3 kali smbang dkt fb. org ckp pegi mbawa harapan, pulang mbawa kejayaan. tp utk arwah ni, tak sempat pun nk bwk balik kejayaan. arwah meninggal dunia sbb jatuh dr tingkat 4 apartment, atas sbb2 kecuaian. tp kalau tak cuai pun, bila da smpai masa tak bole nk watpape kan. things happen beyond d expectations. so kita sbg manusia yg lemah tak bole nk halang ketentuan Dia. sape la kita nk persoalkan apa yg berlaku kan. yg penting, di sebalik apa yg blaku tu tersembunyi hikmah2nya.

so, kematian2 ni adalah sbg peringatan kpd yg masih hidup, yg nyawa kita ni hanyalah pinjaman. one day we hve to return it back. bila pikir cmni, takut je rasa kan. apa sgt la yg kta dah buat spanjang hidup ni..hmm :( jd kawan2, correct me if im wrong, remind me if im away from the lane. sy hanya manusia biasa, tak dpt lari dr buat kesilapan :)

smoga Allah tempatkan mereka2 ni di kalangan org2 yg beriman. Al-Fatihah.