medic medic medic

eversince i became a medical student, my mum kept asking me, tak menyesal ka ambil medic? maybe because she noticed d tiredness, d sickness, d ups n downs of medic life that im going through. hari ni nanges, esok sengih2, lusa nanges balik. but dun wery mak, this is what i chose, what i wanted from d very beginning. so im gonna take it no matter how hard it is.

whatever it is, thanks mak ngn abah, for being d best heart reader ever :)

just finished my 3rd block exam, no need to describe how horrible it was. block 3 was like a honeymoon block for me. balik kelas tdo, esok bgn pegi kelas. as if im a genius who can learn everything thru my dreams T.T natijahnya ini lah dia, get ready to be kicked out from table 8.. *dushhh*

whatever it is, life has to go on. study bukan utk exam, but for a life long journey. unis exam pun dah dekat, so playing time is over. need to be more serious after this.hmm

smlm ada sorg snior datang melawat kami kat mmmc. he was from d 1st batch, n we r now in batch 26. so he's a super duper senior of mine la. he received gold medal both in manipal n malacca campus. org yang dapat gold medalist ni bukan calang2 org, mmg ngetop habes la. so sekarang ni he's a super specialist in emergency department. tertarik sgt dgn cerita dia, masa housemanship, time suma dokter2 junior kena pijak2 habesss dgn dokter2 snior, dia disanjung n dipuja. sampaikan dia jd lecturer kepada dokter2 snior yg buat postgraduate. diberi kepercayaan utk perform surgery itu dan ini walaupun baru setahun jagung jejakkan kaki ke operation room. bayangkan lah betapa hebatnya si dia ni.

bila ditanya apa rahsia kejayaan, just as i expected. he was a bookworm, mmg hantu buku sampaikan pegi mana2 crik kedai buku. pegi melancong pun sempat lagi bli berkotak2 buku. waaa mcm mana la nk jd sang pencinta buku sampai mcm tu, bca satu page pun dah ngntuk T.T

but at least tersedar sikit lepas dngar speech dia smlm. dat d only way to succeed is by putting an effort. mcm abah selalu cakap, bnyk mana usaha bnyk tu la yang kita dapat. there's no such thing as miracle or real magic in this life. usaha tangga kejayaan. di mana ada kemahuan di situ ada jalan. *skema jap* dan sgt obvious di situ betapa ilmu tu penting to gain respect. yang kurg berilmu dipijak2, yg berilmu tulah yg diangkat darjatnya. THAT IS LIFE..

jadi kawan2, ayuh la kita berusaha. buat kesekian kalinya. jgn give up. jgn givup. no givup, no surrender. hidup hanya sekali, lets live life to d fullest. hanya yang cekal dan tabah akan berada di puncak :)

puncak alam? puncak perdana? oh no no, puncak kejayaan :))

dalam dissection hall..

p/s : esok ada majlis hari raya korban. kat india lembu tak dibenarkan utk disembelih so hari raya korban lembu india hoiye2 je main kejar2 tgh jalan ala2 filem hindustan. so perhatian kepada lembu2 seantero dunia, cepat2 la berhijrah ke india, komfem anda semua slamat :P