it was a mistake..

i did a very big mistake in d beginning, n now its time to repent and start everything over again.

Sepanjang buat A-level kt MSU, sistem pembelajaran kt situ mmg lalala, buat la apa yg rsa nk buat. kalau nk study, study. kalo rasa tak nak study, tak payah study. mmg takde pressure, mmg best. tp, bila perangai tu terbawak2 ke alam medic ni, yang sakitnya diri sendiri. perangai study last2 minit tu mmg tak applicable utk medic. we need to understand, and b a lifelong learner.

mula- mula smpai sini, senior da pesan, dont drag things to the last minutes before exam. tp diri ni ketegaq (ni nk mula kluaq ckp kedah ni..haha :P), nak jugak study las minit, natijahnya lepas exam rasa mcm tersungkur, kena pijak2 smpai dah tak terdaya nk bangun balik. biochemistry especially, i thought all d reactions were easy, hafal ja suma reaction2 tu, den u'll get distinction. TP that kind of thought was totally wrong, sebab it took about 1 hour for me to memorize n understand a reaction. sbb term2 dlm biochem ni sgt la weird dan tak dpt diterima akal. so, in d end, i didnt sleep for the whole night before exam, just to study biochem, tp tak habes2 jugak reaction yg dihafal. bnyk gle kot. den msuk T.M. APAI examination hall, tawakal je la. n as expected, tgh2 exam menangis sbb rsa mcm tak study apa2. sedih sgt sbb apa yg dibaca n dihafal terkumat- kamit tu tak kluar, yg kluarnya yg tak sempat dibaca. huhu. apa la naseb diriku ini T.T

but then, its ok. i've got my lessons, n i need to move on. life goes on aite. hari ni 2nd block bermula. i will change, n start struggling from the beginning. kwn2, support me! :D